Heart Broken

My wife and I have been married for six years. And we have a beautiful family. A couple of years ago my walk with God faltered. Since then I have changed. My wife told me I was not the man she married.
And I noticed she started changing to. Then a few months ago I did something and hurt her. She said it was the last straw. Now she won't talk to me about it. It was not an affair, but it hurt her non the less. We are seeing a Christian Marriage counselor. But I don't know if my wife still loves me. I know I am a child of the King and that my joy comes from the Lord God. But I am pained by what I've put my wife through. It hurts not knowing if the love of my life loves me, or hates me. I pray that because we are going to counseling there is hope. MY prayer is that this is God's way of driving me to my knees, to make me the man of God that my wife and family need. I just wish she would tell me she still loved me.

Update: My wife had an accident and broke her back. She is in a back brace. Thank God that there is no nerve or spinal damage. She got out of the hospital but needs to stay at a house with no stairs. The Lord has dropped us both to our knees. I pray it so we can come back together with him as the center of our marriage. Continue to pray for us and our family. Thank you and God bless.

We are still in marriage counseling. But right now she is unable to forgive me. She told me she isn't leaving, but she is gone on the weekends. My heart hurts for what I have done. I hurt the greatest earthly gift God has given me. And I can barely make it through the days. I look at my children and think about how this is hurting them.

I just found out she is having an emotional affair with the man who takes her to the races on the weekends. All of my children have met him. My heart has been torn to shreads.
I know what I did was wrong. But this is a pain I can't bare.

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08/20/08 - 18:21

Nicole

Lord, I pray that you will work in her heart to soften it Lord. Give her the strength to seek You and your will so she can forgive. Father you were beaten and crucified and still forgave who was against you. Please Father I pray soften her heart let her see she needs to be with her husband and with you by there side everything is possible. In JESUS name. Amen.

08/20/08 - 15:08

ronnie f

Mark chapter 11 verse 24; " When you pray and ask for something, believe that you received it, and you will be given whatever you ask for".

Hey standers,
the above statement came right from the mouth of our Lord and savior Jesus Christ. Our Lord has promised us that with faith we shall receive the desires of our hearts. As we come again today, praying and fighting for our marriages and loved ones, never forget that the key to God granting our miracles is faith.
Its amazing how much love our Lord has for us. He actually came down to die for us and if that were not enough he still fights for us and our families today and all he ask for in return is faith in him as he fights.
I know its painful going through each day without our spouses, wondering what they are doing, who they are with and if coming home is on their minds, wondering if we can forgive the people involved, blaiming our spouses, the "other person" and ourselves instead on the devil.
Dont focus on those thoughts or circumstances, those thoughts are not of God. They are designed by satan to distract us from our purposes and goals. Those purposes are to 1. Make our Lord number 1 in our lives. 2. Follow him and trust him. 3. Obey his commands. 4. Carry our our assigned tasks, which in this case is us loving our spouses with an unconditional love and pray for their healing and returns daily.
Our Goals are to complete the work of this stand and any other work that has been assigned by God and to receive our miracles of restored, renewed, reborn marriages that are lead by Jesus.
The world says it wont happen. The world says it wont work. The world says move on. The world says the spouse is too bad and the marriage is dead.
I say its a good thing we serve an all powerful God who doesnt let the world or satan dictate his miracles and makes a habit out of proving the world and satan wrong.
Keep fighting. Keep praying. Keep Loving your prodigal spouse. Most importantly Keep believing In our Lord and Savior Jesus. Miracles are coming........because he said so.
Ronnie
readyforher07@yahoo.com

08/20/08 - 06:20

klaugh21

Father, I lift up this man and his family to you. I pray that you will shield them from the enemy's attempts to tear them apart. Fill them with the spirit of love, peace and forgiveness so that they may move past this trying time in their lives. In Jesus' name, amen

08/19/08 - 10:05

aprayingwife

don't look at the issue, look towards God. You continue to go with God and everything will be okay. Stop worrying. I am in the same situation and I have left my marriage to God and I am on Vacation while God works it out.

08/19/08 - 07:16

vanman9599

Father, I pray for this marriage. I pray that you would restore what the enemy has stolen. I pray that you would heal this man's wife from any wounds she may have suffered. Lord, keep this marriage together, and may the glory go to you. In Jesus name, Amen.

08/15/08 - 19:21

jdowling

Heal me Lord
Hoping to work things out with my wife. I pray every day for the lord to heal my raging demons over my parents bad mariiage, my alcoholism, the demons of my relationship with my wife before our marriage, and my abuse of our children. She has a restraining order against me and prefesses to want a divorce. I pray the lord will turn my heart as well as hers.

08/15/08 - 13:55

LAURA1983

Father please allow this man to be healed from his broken heart. Love is a powerful emotion that sometimes can bring you literally to the ground. Please let his wife and him strengthen their relationship and allow them and there children to be blessed. As well restore his wife's physical strength which may help their emotinal strength as a couple. In Jesus name I pray for you, your wife and children through this struggle. With faith, love and believ in our Father may you overcome this. Amen

07/28/08 - 21:50

Stephen B.

Dear heavenly father,

I pray in the Holy Name of Y'shua, that You draw this man into You, cause him to turn from all his wicked ways by fasting and prayer, and reveal to him his motives that he knows not of, which lurk in his heart.

I pray Father, You do the same for his wife.

In Y'shua's Name I pray,

Stephen B.

07/27/08 - 18:49

Cristal143

Father God heal their hearts and restore her physical strength. God bring us back to You. In Jesus name we pray. Amen

07/22/08 - 10:34

Dayton

Dear Lord God Almighty, we give you thanks for the grace you have bestowed up on us through your unfailing love, the blessed salvation we have in Jesus and the comfort you provide through your Holy Spirit. O God, hear our cries, open the hearts of this couple to You and to each other, destroy all wrong relationships, remove all influences against this marriage and strengthen this husband to cling to You...may he lean not on his own understanding, but on every your every Word. In Jesus name I pray, amen.