Heart Broken

My wife and I have been married for six years. And we have a beautiful family. A couple of years ago my walk with God faltered. Since then I have changed. My wife told me I was not the man she married.
And I noticed she started changing to. Then a few months ago I did something and hurt her. She said it was the last straw. Now she won't talk to me about it. It was not an affair, but it hurt her non the less. We are seeing a Christian Marriage counselor. But I don't know if my wife still loves me. I know I am a child of the King and that my joy comes from the Lord God. But I am pained by what I've put my wife through. It hurts not knowing if the love of my life loves me, or hates me. I pray that because we are going to counseling there is hope. MY prayer is that this is God's way of driving me to my knees, to make me the man of God that my wife and family need. I just wish she would tell me she still loved me.

Update: My wife had an accident and broke her back. She is in a back brace. Thank God that there is no nerve or spinal damage. She got out of the hospital but needs to stay at a house with no stairs. The Lord has dropped us both to our knees. I pray it so we can come back together with him as the center of our marriage. Continue to pray for us and our family. Thank you and God bless.

We are still in marriage counseling. But right now she is unable to forgive me. She told me she isn't leaving, but she is gone on the weekends. My heart hurts for what I have done. I hurt the greatest earthly gift God has given me. And I can barely make it through the days. I look at my children and think about how this is hurting them.

I just found out she is having an emotional affair with the man who takes her to the races on the weekends. All of my children have met him. My heart has been torn to shreads.
I know what I did was wrong. But this is a pain I can't bare.

She's gone.... She moved out. She was planning on moving in four months but somthing happened and she had to leave. My heart is gone. It hurts every time it beats.
I was married to the most beutiful woman in the world. And she is so smart and didn't know it till she started college. I miss her. I miss seeing her when I get up in the morning. I miss rubbing her back and feet when they are sore. We talked and she told me she's been praying about or marriage. And that we might have gotten married because we wanted too. And it might not have been God's plan. I look at our three year old son and think how could he be "not God's plan". God gives me strength I know he does. I just wish I knew what to do and what was going to happen. I don't know how much more I can bare. My wife ,the love of my life, the greatest blessing my loving God has ever this broken man.
AND I'M LOSING HER. GOD BE WITH ME. GIVE ME STRENGTH, I HAVE NONE. GRANT ME PEACE AND MERCY.

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03/10/10 - 14:33

bumpinstein

My wife and i have been married for 11yrs. and we have two beautiful daughters. My wife and I have separated several times throughout this marriage for various reasons, mainly the lack of comunication and understanding. Two weeks ago we had a fight and I decided it was time to move out. Soon after, my wife changed the locks and house phone number and refuses to talk about anything other than the children. I quickly realized moving out was a mistake and I wish I hadn't acted so drastically. Now Im forced to move into an apartment by myself but would still like prayer for my wife and I to reconciliate with this time putting God at the head of my household.

03/10/10 - 07:43

Laura

God, thank you for bringing my husband back, and to you. Thank you for helping open his heart to love, and to begin to really be honest and real and loving. In Christ I pray for my husband to wake up and realize what he has, a woman who loves him unconditionally, a son, stepson and a family that will be broken beyond repair if he goes through with his plan to leave. There are no broken people. We are all reflections of God, made in His image. The real self of my husband is harmonious, not conflicted. God thank you for repariing our marriage and bringing the love back, stronger than ever before. IN Jesus Christ I pray. I surrender my marriage and my husband to you. Your will, not mine, be done.

02/27/10 - 20:24

Bill

Dear Lord, I pray for this man. I pray that his wife comes back into his life and gives him a chance to make things right. Please help him to have peace and heal his heart.

In your name we pray.

Amen

02/25/10 - 11:22

Laurel

I hurt for you. I understand what you are going through. I have been married for 23 years and moved out Sept. 9, 2009. I thought it would be a wake up call for him to change but he got pushed away by me. You never know what you had til it is gone. Even through all this I know God is making us better people and parents because of this. He does not want us to hurt and our free will has caused this. You must forgive yourself which for me has been the hardest. I will never turn my back on my Lord or my wonderful Husband again. We are going to our second marriage session but he has no hope for us. Just doing it to save the peace. He is my bestfriend and I miss that as much as the sleeping in the same bed and spooning. I miss holding his hands and his gentle kisses. I messed up and can only pray for God to turn his heart back to me. The other woman has been good for his selfesteem but I know God does not make mistakes. Our mates are hurt and we can only pray to God to help them open their hearts back to God and where they rightfuly belong, with us. Show her by your actions you have changed. It is hard not to cry when you see them or talk but that is ok too. God is with us we are not alone even though we feel like it.

02/15/10 - 01:14

byron

God, my wife and I have been apart for a couple of months. We had a relationship that is seldom found. I am in shock and despair how fast it fell apart. I would do anything for her to come back. God brought us together and I hope that it is his will that we stay together. She knows what we had. I forgive her and hope she forgives me and I know you forgive us. Lord, let her walk into this home and anoint her with your spirit and remind her that I was a good man to her every day. I need to be more of a leader so make me what you want me to be so that she will see that I am worthy of following. I never wanted anything so much. Dear Jesus I pray for your mercy and blessing. I thank you for the good to come of this. Amen. Byron S.

02/09/10 - 19:45

kk

i started having problems with my girl and she had to leave the relationship. i have been with her for some years and use to pray about our relationship. things started going wrong when i stopped praying and did everything based on my own understanding. now she is gone and i am hurting so much. i wish God will bring her back into my life since we have both learnt alot from our separation. i plead with God to give me a second chance.

01/22/10 - 22:49

doreetha w

And so we pray...God grant you the serenity to accept the things you cannot change, courage to change the things you can and the wisdom to know the difference. Heavenly Fther we come before you right now asking that you grant us the power to bind every spirit of depression that is attacking this man in the name of Jesus. For we know tha marriage is honorabe and you hate divorce but God we ask that you grant us peace to accept the will of others in our life. Help us t forgive ourselves as we know you have forgiven us. Dear Lord, go before him in everyting he does and help him to know that he is more than a conqueror through Christ Jesus. He must also know that the weapons of our warfare are notcarnal but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds. So God we pull down every stronghold on his life. We cast down every imagination that exhaults itself against the knowledge of God. And while we choose to forgive we accept that there are some who are not as forgiving and now we ask that you touch the heart of his wife and allow her to know that unless she forgives the trespasses of men that hers cannot be forgiven. We pray for restoration in the name of Jesus. And Peace n knowing that God is your all, your joy, your peace in the midst of this storm. Amen

01/19/10 - 10:17

Alice

Dear Lord,
I am at the lowest point in my life. My boyfriend has been cheating on me for a long time. He doesn't love me. Now he broke up with me. I was waiting all the while just to see him. And when he is near, he doesn't even want to see me. He will leave soon, leaving no contacts. I cant bear this because i loved him without knowing anything. I still love him. Dear lord, make him a good person in life. Bring him back to me. Two souls will be saved this way Lord. Drive away the devil that works in our relationship
Alice

01/15/10 - 00:31

She

Father,

I ask that you pour out your love for this brother who is hurting so deeply. He is your son, and his wife is your daughter. They made a covenant vow to you, Lord for their marriage. The two are one. Nothing is impossible with you, Jesus. What looks like the most bleak of situations can be turned into praise to your glory. You say in your Word that you hate divorce. You say that a husband and wife are not to divorce. Even when there are biblical grounds for divorce, this is not always the course of action needed. Lord, you came here specifically to save us to yourself through reconciliation. I know that you are a God of reconciliation. I ask that you restore this family and reunite this husband and wife. Give this brother the strength to stand for his marriage. For such a time as this, Lord, draw him close to you and let him begin to fall more and more in love with you. Let him see the power in getting his relationship with you strengthened. Give him hope and let him search your Word for your promises to us. Let him stand firm and confident knowing that you work all things to the good for those who love you. Touch his wife's heart and convict her with your Holy Spirit so that she returns to her rightful place as wife. Give her a heart of flesh transformed from a heart of stone. Give her a love for her husband that only comes from you, Lord.

I pray all of these things in your Holy name, Jesus. Amen

01/10/10 - 00:20

KAREN

LORD,I'M ASKING YOUR HELP IN MY RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM.. PLEASE HELP ME LORD, TO HAVE HIM BACK AGAIN.I LOVE HIM SO MUCH LORD. OPEN AND ENLIGHTEN HIS MIND AND HEART FOR ME AND LET HIM REALIZE THAT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND HE LOVES ME TOO.PLEASE LORD I'M BEGGING YOU. PLEASE DON'T PROLONG MY AGONY WITHOUT HIM... I CANT WAIT TO HAVE HIM BACK LORD.. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH... PLEASE LISTEN TO MY PRAYER LORD. LET THIS BE YOUR BIRTHDAY GIFT T ME... PLEASE LORD... AMEN